| my life is so much fun.
swimming, drunk dancing, sober dancing, kissing in the hot summer night, staying at 4 hotels in 3 nights, sleeping with him in my bed until 7 PM then getting up and partying all night, practically living in my car--or at least having my whole wardrobe in there, having a whole week off from work and getting paid for it, not having any contact what so ever with david schmavid, downloading awesome ringtones for free, running into people from high school at Denny's, talking to stuart and not having to hide it anymore, making new friends and even enemies... oops!, not having a care in the world at this point, flying by the seat of my pants and loving every minute of it.
and in no way do i take this for granted. thank God for everything im experiencing right now.
everyone enjoy the weather, the beer, the people, the music.
live life to the fullest... never let anyone take your friends away, they are all you will have in the long run. and to all my friends i stopped talking to for david, i truly am sorry, but thank you for still being there... 2 years later when i need you. you're all amazing.
david, hope your life is well. maybe sometime in the future our paths will cross and we will walk by each other with a smile. until then.... live your life to the fullest and never look back!
to all the soon to be graduates of the class of 2005.. im so excited for all of you, i keep reading your xanga entries and i remember all those feelings of being excited/scared/sad/nervous/ECCSTATIC, enjoy the last few weeks of senior year.. cause life will never be the same after that, i swear.
i cant stop smiling. and i hope whoever reads this (if ANYONE at all does), i hope i made you smile too. roll down your windows and let the wind make your hair as messy as possible, wear little skirts, and show off your legs, use crest whitening strips and smile constantly, listen to old school rap music and bob your head, no matter who is watching, go to clubs and dance your ass off, and most of all NEVER REGRET A THING.
I am not sad that me and david have broken up.. i am happy that i experienced what i did, the good, the bad and that absolutely HORRIBLE. it made me who i am today. when i look back at our relationship i smile, and i think... God.. we were crazy. and when i say crazy i mean PSYCHO. its funny to me now. im not a wreck like i thought i would be. i have new friends, and i have made contact with old friends and my life is so sweet right now. i think im repeating myself a lot.. i just have not been this happy in years. and no matter how lame you may think mardi gras is........................i still manage to have fun. i love life. and i miss everyone that i havent talked to recently, call me, 4141393.
i hope its not bad to put yer phone number on the internet lol. ah well.
Love,
Lindsey |
